Wednesday, August 21, 2013


My GF sent me flowers.
She's so sweet...why does it make me want to hit myself?   Why would I be more comfortable if she was fairly indifferent to me?
I am thinking about suicide again.
I really need to get life insurance, too. 
At least if I do croak myself in a few years, my  mom and brother will get a cash payout and be able to pay off all their debts.  That way, my dying would actually do them some good, you know?  I'd be doing a good thing.
Admittedly, suicide's generally only covered 3 years into insurance policies...Bummer.

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