My GF sent me flowers.
She's so sweet...why does it make me want to hit myself? Why would I
be more comfortable if she was fairly indifferent to me?
I am thinking about suicide again.
I really need to get life insurance, too.
At least if I do croak myself in a few years, my mom and brother will
get a cash payout and be able to pay off all their debts. That way, my
dying would actually do them some good, you know? I'd be doing a good
thing.
Admittedly, suicide's generally only covered 3 years into insurance policies...Bummer.
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