My wife was horribly depressed this
weekend, so was I...She has managed to hurt me so much, and I spent an
hour or so crying in her arms.
I was thinking about how much I
would miss our Christmas tradition...Go to a Chinese place...and all the
memories we've made together, good and bad. There's been heartbreak,
but there's been a lot of goodness too.
I am so sad...I wonder if this is because I'm detaching...
She feels...stunned. I have told
her this stuff over and over and over. She just failed to compute until
now...how much she was hurting me.
She said "Everything I thought I knew is wrong."
She feels so guilty. I feel guilty for not stopping this sooner.
I'm not sure we can repair this. We are going to try.
I go by Hylierandom. This is a blog about my life. Which might actually be getting better. Some of the posts are going to be really sad and triggery though. Guaranteed to contain lots of brain flakes, which are really nutritious and will help you go to the toilet easily.
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